So, I basically went to a downward spiral after that hypo manic shopping spree which I can honestly say, drained my bank account dry for the time being and so investing is out of the question (sorry, dad). Christmas was good, had the Christmas dinner with the immediate family, watched a movie, slept, then went […]
I so do not want to post this thing or even think about it but now I feel so guilty on buying shit that most probably I will use once or teice (but I’m sure as hell using that new bag wherever the hell I’m going) So right on with the jittery bugs of the […]
Started out with my parents barging inside my room at 10:30 am or so and tacklong me with bear hugs and plans or lack thereof. Today was my cousin’s 18th birthday party and I was supposed to host it with its kyeme 18 roses and 18 candles and all that coming of age as a […]
As far as I remember I have written nothing but rants and complaints the past few months and I guess that is all right but tonight or today wherever you are is a happy post. I spent one whole day outside. Outside the world where people flock and mingle. Yup, the place exists. I spent […]
Dear people with a legitimate anxiety disorder, Dear people who are friends with people with an anxiety disorder, Love, A girl who trying to live normally in her own mind and trying to get on with life.
So, I’m an idiot because I just finished typing this post and the app decided to crash and erase everything. So, let’s start again. A few days ago, I did something that I normally wouldn’t do which is to assert myself to my friends regarding my feelings of isolation. I’ve been in and out of […]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=su75AX_urjU I’m not sure how to phrase this but I’ve been doing good. I’ve been smiling, laughing, trying to go out, trying to live life like I am not struggling. I found this video just now and it made me think of that girl I was when I was in a hole of depression. I […]