“Today, write about anything — but you must write for exactly ten minutes, no more, no less.” -Daily Prompt
So let’s start by saying that I don’t know what to write and that has been my problem for quite some time now. i really want to get back to writing but sometimes I just can’t. I do write down my thoughts and feelings frequently but what I can’t seem to do is write something that would make someone feel something. Every time I try, I just hate myself even more for the lack of coherent thoughts flowing through my weird brain.
I need to let my hair down once in a while and just let the thoughts go, because I really do feel that I am putting up walls and not writing to the capacity I need to.
I wish I had something more to write for this but i really can’t think of anything. Having the freedom to write anything is more frustrating than having a very specific thought and story in your mind and having it flow through my fingertips and on to my laptop monitor. I actually used to like this kind of prompts and I often give them justice way back when, but now I think I just suck even more. Also, I haven’t written anything worth reading for the past two or three months. I need to get my shit together.
I still have a few more minutes and I’m just typing out the words that are coming through my brain, kisses, hugs, bread, cheese, water, heat, hair.
My laptop clock says it’s already 4:33 pm, I started writing/typing at 4:27.
I kind of miss going to school and being able to make friends and doing homework. I have been out of school since March of 2013 and I don’t know what to do in my life anymore.
Three minutes more.
I live on a boundary of two cities.
Sometimes, I wish I had an existing love story with my favorite band member, like the real love story not the imagined one.
Two more minutes.
I really wished that I wasn’t a realist and a romantic at the same time.
I like black nail polish, i think it suits my soul.
One last minute.
I need to think of something quirky or funny so people who might read this don’t think I’m boring.
I wish I can think of something quirky to write for the last line of this post.